The Game

Light up a cigarette..
and start to thk..
Am i a dumbass?
its a very good question..
and i am finding the answer from year to year..
and wads now?
i found the answer finally..
its was YES..
for so long time..
im just a stubborn dumbass..
a stubborn dumbass who thk dat he is mature..
and can make his own decision perfectly..
i shud listen my parents advice..
dun ever listen to others easily..
cos u wil nvr noe who r the truth..
and who r the fake..
i hv made a fucking stupid mistake..
i shudn't step my foot inside the game..
for so long time..
i had nvr trust any1 easily..
but y i broke my own rule?
juz bcos a perfect and beautiful lie?
im too over confident of myself..
but now its too late for me..
its too late to realize dat..
i cant even handle the game..
the game was overpowered..
and the player was control by the game..
i hv no choices at all..
but only keep belif thr is a miracle..
hope its end as soon as possible..
so dat i can quit from dis fucking game..
im tired of plying dis game..
but i cant quit juz bcos the game is stil running..
wad i can do is juz blogging..
a place to tel out all my sorrowness..
i hv to take a good rest..
the game keeps goin on tmr...