Sleepless Nite

sien..bac to hostel agn..
although its abit boring..
but at least btr thn stay at home..haha..
recently stay up until very late..
cant slp early at all..
because of exam stress?
bullshit la,exam whr got stress..
but more a while..
the storm of notes and books will arrive..
stil hv to study for my exam..
everytime whn i cant slp..
many questions sure appear in my mind..
y college life not as wonderful as my imagination..
i thought i wil hv a wonderful college life..
hv a pretty gf..lolz..
everyday juz a few hour tutorial and lecturer
enjoy and shaking leg all the time..
all the time hangout wit frens..
no need to worry dis and dat..
but now i realise how foolish m i..
it is impossible..
very miss my secondary sch life..
at least it gv me lots of memories..
a bunch of insane frens..
doin insane thgs..
with no worries..
but all hv become past tense..
few more months i wil gradute from dis college..
(hopefully can la)
although i hv very good classmates..
also doin many insane thg..
but the feeling not as my secondary sch time..
mayb our time 2ghtr not dat long..
our relationship stil not dat close..
y success is a extreamly difficult thg for me?
izzit my attitude..
i thk so..
haiz..
y "smth" ppl can get easily but its sounds so hard for me?
i get many ans for dis ques..haha..
mayb its not the right time..
mayb its not the suitable 1..
mayb thr is btr 1 waiting for u..
bla bla bla...
haiz,i thk i shud force myself to slp btr..