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Bac to my home agn..
feel abit boring..
my facebook dono y..
kena ban jor..
so sad...

Summore the line at home quite slow..
cant watch pps..
so the last thg i can do is blogging..
so boring..

Tmr plan to go out wit frens..
but who actually is free..
and can acc me = =
haiz..

Recently facing some problem..
i dono wad shud i do..
and the stupid exam is approaching..
i havent start my revision..
die..

haiz..
i thk i slp btr..
those thg juz throw thm beside..
nitez..

BBQ

Juz finish BBQ and clear all the thgs..
damn tired now..
wtf my fren all after finish ate..
thn go slp..
fuck them..

Actually dis BBQ also organized at last min..
3 of my frens come from Balakong..
they ask us to organize..
if not im lazy to organize such BBQ..
lolz..

Im very full now..
my stomach full of sausages and beer..
quite suffer..
like wanna vomit..
haha..

And now starting to feel dizzy..
seems like goin to sick..
swt la..
juz finished 3 big bottles..
alrd feel dizzy..
haiz..
become noob jor..

Summore dis morning..
dono y keep cough..
until now stil caughing..
cough until like wanna vomit blood..
lolz..
seems like i ned more rest..
i dowan fall sick..

So,good nite or good morning..
to those who read my blog now..
haha..
im goin to slp =]

Random

Nth to do..
so decided to write smth b4 i slp..
now juz 1 thg in my mind..
shud i cont or stop..
will it worth?

I thk it's a very taugh ques..
so i choose to let it happen naturally..
juz let thg go naturally
thn wait for the final result..
hope dat it is wad i wan..

dats all for now..
time to slp..
ciaoz..

Meteor Shower

Heard from my frens..
and look from the internet..
i only noe dat 2nite hv meteor shower..
but mayb i cant enjoy it..

its raining here..
thr is only rain shower..
but not meteor shower..
summore tmr i hv class at 8..
and its my last presentation..
haiz..
wad a wrong timing..

heard ppl said dat..
if u see meteor or meteor shower..
make a wish quickly..
and ur wish will come true..

but seem like i dun hv the chance..
and it means dat my wish will nvr comes true..
from last time until now..
im making the same wishes..
but they do not come true..
bday wish la..
wish at the wishing pool..
bla bla bla..
none of thm come true..
how sad..

suddenly my house become so quiet..
one is sleeping..
and others in their own room..
but in the same row..
i heard a loud bday song..
they are celebrating sum1 else bday..
how irony is it..

is all for now..
im goin to call sum1 else..
which i used to thk dat..
im goin to success..
but at last stil the same ans..
haha..
how stupid m i..
still like sohai not giving up..

Untitle

After a nite..
i stil cant 4get it..
word by word stil deep inside my mind..
y the ans stil the stil the same..
y all saying the same thg..
exactly the same..
izzit my destiny..
and i cant deny it?

Actually i shudn't thk so much..
mayb it was my own fault..
and shudn't put so much hope on it..
so whn fall..
i won fall so hard..

Luckily im good in pretending..
not much ppl..
or no one wil noe wad happen to me..
or how was my feel..

Whn im laughing..
mayb im happy..
or mayb im sad at that time..
but no one wil noe it..
sometimes i also feel tired of pretending..

But wad will happen if i tell thm out?
nth will chg also..
it's better i keep it for myself..
rather thn make others worry..

haiz..
shud i belive in myself..
or juz accept it as my fate..
i thk its very hard for me to get an ans..
for now..
cigarette and liquor are my best fren..

Goodbye my friend

Its raining agn..
the weather is cool..
my heart more cold..
the sky also cry for u my friend..

tmr is the last day of ur funeral..
but sry i cant attend..
i cant even met u for the last time..
cos of the stupid test..
hope u dun mind..

i thought i will meet u in dis week..
but u juz left all of us without saying goodbye..
and u dun even gv me a chance..
to meet u..
how cruel you are..

no matter how..
u will always stay in my heart..
may u rest in peace..
and may god bless ur soul..

Condolence to my friend

Wad to say now..
i had juz lost a friend...
i reli can accept the fact..
reli down now..

few days ago he stil the same..
but tdy..
he had left me and went to the heaven
all happen is too sudden..
i dono how to respond..

stil rmb the 1st time we met..
the days we enjoy 2gthr..
but now..
it had become my memory..

since dis sem start..
i havent met him..
but whn i heard the news about him..
he no longer alive..
=(

although i had learned a lesson..
but it was too expensive for me..
haiz..

to all my frens..
appreciate wad u hv..
and who u with..
life is too short for us to regret..

lastly,rest in peace my friends..
although some of u i juz noe for a short while..
but u all will stay 4eber in my mind..
long life my friends..
rest in peace..